Well after having a bad week last week, I'm pleased to say that my weight stayed the same. It was such a relief, but I'm still struggling to keep the momentum. I've been for a run for the past three days and I've done the Wii today but I've really not wanted to and it's been difficult to keep going.
The reason I started writing the blog was to keep a recording of my feelings so I could look back over them and it's working...reading back to when I ran up Lime Kiln Bank for first reminds me of my elation and emotions.
Today I've managed to run up 70% of the bank but I haven't had the same feelings because at the moment I'm not enjoying running. My right thigh is really hurting me and it's taking my all to keep going. I just can't be bothered and I'm worried about slipping back into no exercise, bad eating habits and enjoying chocolate too much!
I can't do that, people are commenting and asking if I've lost weight and although I can't see it myself, I can't put it back on! I still look at myself in the mirror and think errrrrrgggggg. I think if I can lose 6 pounds in the next 3 weeks it'll really help because then I only have a stone to go.
So, I need something to get me fired up again...something to get me moving and energised! With that in mind, and the fact that I'm leaving it a bit too last minute, I booked an appointment with the dress fitter today. I've been trying to hold off with losing weight but I figured if I make an appointment I have something to work to. It's booked for 10 October so I have 4 and a half weeks to work my ass off and eat as healthy as possible.
With this in mind, I've done a 30 minute Wii workout, a 30 minute run (burning more calories than ever) and a 60 minute Zumba class, and do you know what...I actually feel better and more energised! I'm smiling again and know I can do it.
I've managed to resist that Terry's Chocolate Orange that's been screaming at me every time I open the fridge door!
I WILL be nice and slim when I walk down the isle and I WILL be wearing a bikini and feeling confident when I'm lying on the beach in Australia!
BRING IT ON
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